I bend my head in sorrow
thinking of all I have to do tomorrow
my plans must be made
and get approval before that date
hurry, I have to think
my thoughts are turning pink
I feel my stomach, butterflies come in
worries in my head and the rest fun of sin
oh yes that is what I need
men around me with a lot of greed
they want my body and my mind
they expect me to act very kind
but my future is at stake
how much money shall I make
but am I a genuine person or just a fake
I touch my legs and see them shake
Hormones of hell are boiling in my blood
stress comes over I nearly forgot
desire fills my body and my soul
what things in this life are my goal
contraction of all my muscles, a cramp
sometimes I look in the mirror and feel a vamp
now control my emotions and let it flow
relax the mind and let me totally go
a hand slowly goes down over my back
shall I wait they give me or do I take the sack
the job is so very demanding and my days
again will be filled with prays
do I want to work and have less private life
or wish to be a loyal house working wife
waiting for my husband to come home at night
or do as what I feel is right
so make up your mind my friend
your life is for you and not at an end
today is a day for this faith
the next decision can wait
Arnaud van der Veere
JUST ONLY FOR YOU